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Pensée Profonde

There is a say, “A relationship consist of two lovers and other people who want to see it end”. It fills with nowadays truth as a relationship is mostly about people’s perception. If they do not like the relationship or even the girlfriend or the boyfriend; they would make a whisper from the other side; encouraging one of them to pull the plug.

That is where deep thought put into place; one connected to the heart and another line to the mind. Initially, ask yourself upon the reason why you are in a relationship in the first place? Is it because of chemistry? Is it because of you are lonely? Is it because you are touched of their effort wanting to be with you?

These are among of questions that should running through your mind but choose only one. Not two, not three; because it will jumble up your thoughts, sending your heart to a complicated dilemma.

Ironically, when you are actually making a decision yourself, some people see this as an opportunity and most of this people live within your social circle who loath seeing you with your partner and prefer you to end up to a person up to their choice; not yours.

Those are the people who keep on telling you that your partner is not the one, that they only fooling around with your feelings and telling bad qualities of the person whom you love, whom you care. And what would you do when that happens? Just stand there and do nothing? No, you stood up for your lover and telling them that it is about your relationship and the relationship is solely yours, not them.

Consequences when you let their words to your thought could affect your heart greatly; it kills….it kills the feeling you have to the person whom you love. From there, you will forget why you are with them on the first place, upon the reason you want to stay, diluting the chemistry between both of you and it will lead to a irreversible decision, thus might lead to a greater suffer not just to you but your partner as well.

And when it happens, those people whom dislike the relationship will clap their hand as sign of victory while both of you slowly dying in a pain full of longings towards each other.

Ending this, do stay with your partner despite the challenges by feelings, people around you and the fright thought of loosing. Communicate, understand each other and do not ever leave; no matter what. If you do that, if you commit to your partner, happiness will be waiting at the end of the road.

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The Girl That Eats

Glancing over the menu, you just could not decide as all the food, confectionaries and drinks looks very intrigue indeed. Fish and chips, spaghetti, lasagna, Boston cheesecake, melting rich chocolate topping brownies alongside with white mocha latte, ice-blended tiramisu latte and a double shot of espresso.

Then, it strike; a lean body with Selena Gomez’s curve and a pinch of Megan Fox’s thunder ass illuminating your mind. A dream body that you have been craving and longing all this time. You have been hitting the gym, jogged and doing Pilates for months in order to obtain the hourglass shape. Hence, your finger flicked to another page of the menu with green leaves, finger-size-cut carrot being a model for that precise dull menu page; which ended ordering a bowl of Caesar and a glass of plain water.

Sometimes determination, goal and motivation could really screw you up because in the regime of your body is your temple, you are what you eat which ends up being a food crave, not a food lover or even a glimpse of taste.

There are girls out there who consume anything that they want, eat like a pig, owns a giant’s stomach but retain a Victoria’s Secret body figure. They are not afraid of what people might tell them nor the carbs. All they know is that the purpose of life is to enjoy every single taste that exist upon the kitchen counter.

Another part of these pixies, they do not even feel a little gullible sense of guilt putting anything and everything which taste nice, looks good and smells great because they believe enjoyment surpass everything. Life is good, food is great. Let it not go to waste.

Dating Your Friend’s Ex-Girlfriend

It is an unwritten the brotherhood code that you do not date each other’s ex-girlfriend because it is ethically wrong and betraying the mutual trust that both of you have developed during your friendship.

The situation would be much more worst if he is your good or best friend and he use the excuses of, “There are no more between both of you and it is not your right to tell her whom she could date or not”.

The idea of you, as that trusted friend, dating the same girl you know he shared strong emotional experiences with, seems very much like betrayal.

It is a hard pill to swallow from a friend, but a harder pill from a close friend.

It is quite the opposite if it is the guy who actually left the girl. Hence, it seems to be alright if you want to slither in and trying to engage with the girl of opening up a new chapter.

Here is a question for you. Let say that your friend and you are considered as influential and the girl left your friend because he is not that influential anymore; perhaps he move to another atmosphere; and she is running to you to seek help. From there you hook up. So what is the guarantee that she would not do the same thing if you loose your influence.

It is much complicated that you can ever think of. Thus, do respect the code and remember, there is a fine line between “I care about what I feel concerning my friend” and “Fuck it! I’m chasing his ex”.

Exam Result–Part 6 (July–November 2010)

I know it would be quite late to tell this since the exam’s result has been released about 15 days ago.

But personally, for me nothing is too late when it is comes to good news. Frankly speaking, it didn’t occur to me at all that I would achieve the result that I dream off.

Here, I’m gladly show you my final exam result below.

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Finally ladies and gentlemen, I achieved Dean’s List for the first time! Perhaps it is not so much to some people but it meant so much for me.

This semester, I just did all my best along with the hope to score well for my final semester. Yet, the to achieve GPA of 3.5 I put it away aside because deep down in my heart I already lost my faith to obtain it.

But here it is; still in disbelieving and awe condition I am. Enough of the rackets, let us see and analyze through all the subjects that I have scored.

1. Agricultural Economics

Result : B+

Seriously, I thought I would flunk this paper since my carry mark is low and I didn’t perform well in the final paper. But somehow, Mr. Ghazali has helped to boost my mark that causes this subject to be my turn key point of obtaining Dean’s List.

Perhaps the economics paper was the least paper that I like since I failed the Principle of Economy back in part-3 which I retook this semester.

The calculation and the formulas really bugged my head but Alhamdulillah, I passed.

2. Agricultural Extension

Result : A

It was a surprise seeing Associate Professor Dr. Margaret Chan gave me an “A” for her paper. Mind you that she is one hard lecturer to please as you must do your assignment with quality and answer her paper according to your understanding by putting it into your own words. I think personally, this is the highest achievement I have with her since she taught me for 3 semesters for 3 different subject; Math and Research Methodology; which I obtained C and C+ respectively.

3. Land Survey

Result : A-

This is the subject that makes me look like a fool in class since I do not know a single thing about this particular subject. On the night before the final paper, I took my time to revised the textbook; which wrote by the lecturer himself; and finally understand the whole concept but it was too late; or else I would score an “A”.

4. Principles of Economics

Result : B

During my time in part-3, I failed this paper due to my brain couldn’t absorb anything that involves figures, formula and calculation; and it cost me failed this subject. So I rise up and took this paper for the second time so that I could redeem what has taken. I struggle enough for this subject and I’m really quite satisfy to get a “B” since I know I cut out from my flesh and blood just to achieve it.

5. Personnel Management

Result : A-

I’m a person who is strong at memorizing facts and therefore making this subject as my favourite. Not to mention the lecturer who taught this really lenient indeed. She told the class that she would accept any answer as long it is related to the concept. Another “A-“ from my own effort.

6. Agricultural Marketing

Result : A-

This subject was initially being taught by a lecturer who caused me to lost my Dean’s List chance back in part-4 but she was being replaced by a good lecturer. Although she was quite new to this subject but she make an effort herself to understand and deliver the topic to us. Thanks to her, I understand every single detail about this particular subject.

Overall, I obtained 3.54 GPA which eligible me to graduate with a 3.08 CGPA for my diploma. I didn’t see it coming and I owe it all to the lecturers who had taught me all this while.

Thank you all.

One more stage to go through

Recap on what did happen during TESL interview 10 minutes ago.

Interviewer 1 : Please tell me what's wrong with these two sentences

1. He want to go to school everyday
2. He want to eating some durians

Me: For the first sentences, it's suppose to be "He wants to go to school everyday" because it reflects as an often activity.

For the second sentences, it's suppose to be "He want to eat some durians".

Interviewer 2: Are you sure for the second sentences? Why not "wants"?

Me : Because it doesn't reflect an everyday activity.

Interviewer 1: What if I put "everyday" at the end of the sentences?

Me: So it will be "wants" since it's an often activity.

Interviewer 2 : Are you sure?

Me: Yes (with confident). *salah pun salah la. At lease salah dengan rasa yakin*

Interviewer 1 & 2 : *gives teasing smile*

Me: *in my heart* Fuck you.

Fasting

It’s already the 13th day of fasting meaning there is only another 17 days to raya.

Some how with the fasting period is going on, my schedule become hectic as the place that I usually went to; i.e canteen; can’t be visited no more.

Hence, it’s back to the most popular place in campus when it is Ramadhan, it’s lunchtime and you do not want to go back and fourths from the room. It is, the library.

People only want to get the aircond and as for myself, it is dating in public, baby!

I kept on going back home but it is not as often as last year because there is certain commitment that I need to fulfil for example test and a girlfriend to be satisfied. Sounds wrong, I know.

Tadarus as always and my aim to be at my 23rd time to khatam the Al-Quran.

Rahim would be going to Kuala Lumpur to fetch Rahmat there and I do hope that he is capable on to buy along the camera that I wanted so much all these while. The DSLR camera I mean.

I’ll be in my shit pants tonight because I’ll be having two test tomorrow; Land Survey and Economics.

Just wish me all the best, aite!

The truth finally revealed

On the 10th of June is the most remarkable day for the whole UiTM students. This is because it is the moment for them; including myself; to know what we had done throughout the semester is worth it.

Two options will be given to you.

It is either you will feel happy or you will feel the innermost stupidity within you.

In this post, I would break it down on my exam result, the reason why I received this outcome and on how I would improve myself in this matter.

*clear throat*

Ladies and gentlemen, BEHOLD!!!

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After all the hard work (kinda) that I put off this semester, it really make myself still in disbelief *slap myself*. I’m not saying that I’m not believing in myself (Jeff Johamson, 2010) but this is due to many occasions that protruded and consume most of my time and commitment especially with the Kenyalang Debate Open 2010 that totally drained me out totally.

Enough with the ranting, let us set ourselves to the main focus. Why I gain the mark, what did I do wrong and on how I could improve it.

1. Management Accounting

Result : A-

FYI, I’m not coming from accountancy background during middle school. I’m a pure science student and to tell you the truth, I’m not good with calculation either. So you can imagine how disastrous I am trying to catching up with this subject during the entire semester.

Therefore, during Management Accounting subject, I always sit beside with the student who are very good in the subject in the class. Anything that I didn’t follow or fail to understand, I will ask her first before I forward the question to the lecturer if she couldn’t give me the answer.

It is also important to sit at the centre of the front row because it is the most strategic position as it will enable you to focus on the lecturer, writing the notes easily and not to mention can have a moment of shut eye without having the lecturer noticing because he always give his attention to the back row. Plus, prior to this unique self-pattern-type-of-seat, anytime when you raise your hand to ask question, the lecturer would easily notice you and he would answer your question specifically. Meaning he would spend a long time to answer your question rather to a question being brought up by the back benchers. Plus, it also shows that you pay attention to his class and it gives the slightest edge for you because you already made out a very good impression towards him. Hence, it could give you another advantage; higher carry marks.

Back to accounting matter.

For sure, for a normal student, he or she would do the exercise given and hand in the assignment during the next class. But not me. I never do any exercises. I just read the notes. Yes, READ the notes. I have no slightest idea on how I manage to survive at all. I passed all the subject’s test but I didn’t send any exercises. Personally, this may be the reason why I got an A- due to the fact I got less mark for handing in the exercises.

Thus, for next semester, I will hand in any assessments that will be given to ensure the marks for contribution would not jerk out to the stream.

2. Fundamental of Entrepreneurship

Result : A-

This subject thought me on how to prepare myself if I want to create my own business one day. It taught me on how to develop a proposal from a scratch and expand the idea of the business to a much more complex structure to ensure the business would run smoothly and have a little risk involve.

One week for the business proposal’s presentation, the lecturer who was suppose to teach us had an surprise birth when her pregnancy is just 7 month old.

It was almost an entire mess because we need to refine our presentation which almost unorganized. Luckily there was a lecturer who being asked to fill in the post and he helped us tremendously. Thanks to him, we manage to finished the presentation on the day itself (Malaysian…duhh!!).

I can’t speak more about the carry marks because our class doesn’t even know our carry marks are. There was other lecturer who was suppose to put up the marks but he was too lazy to do it.

Due to the nature of this subject exam nature which is more to vomit all the information that you read from the notes, it was a bit easy for me since I’m also that type of student. For the record, this is the only subject in this semester that I left the examination hall early.

As for the reason for the A-, I think the reason is that during the early test which consume 15% of the total marks being carries out during the middle of the semesters, I took it for granted. I was only able to obtained half of the marks. Hence, it is a lesson for me to do not take any future test for any subjects reluctantly.

3. Agricultural Engineering

Result: B-

Agriculture is a big business and one of the key factor of its success is the use of machines such as tractors and trailers. This subject actually teach you on how to maintain this machineries. Therefore, this subject is more to applying the knowledge and it is a technical subject which as you know are being dominated by men.

I myself is not good at this subject because I’m more to a theory person who would just read and vomit all the information that has been received.

The reason I got a B- is because almost all the test that has been given, I only obtained half from the total marks and let me tell you, it is quite awful indeed. The only guy that I know quite a master in this subject successfully holding the Dean’s List where as me…pfft! Not to mention that this subject holding 4 credit hours meaning it dragged the marks down causing a significant shrinking in the pointer; it is one of the subject in this semester that cost the Dean’s List flew away for the third time.

I have found out that some of the girls in the class are too having the troublesome to cope with this particular subject since their nature in not bond to technical stuff.

What I can do to improve myself next semester for other subject is to try to give more time to certain subject which I will found quite hard to understand and try to kick my ass off to obtain as high marks as possible.

4. Research Technique

Result: C+

Research is about to improve or to proof a theory so the information that will be gather would be useful for mankind. And to ensure the research is reliable, it must being back-up and support by a solid and unquestionable result and data. This subject goal is actually what it is; to assist and help you to gather a consistent data for for you to support your hypothesis.

Mainly, this subject is about calculation. As mentioned earlier, I’m quite bad in calculation not to mentioned kept on failing every test due to the clumsy mistake and my hand and brain are not communicate towards each other. Example in an occasion that happened during the first test, almost all of my calculation went wrong because the figure and symbol that emerge in my brain is not the same as being written and being key in the calculator. And it cost me 70 marks of the first test. Plus, the value for this particular subject is 4 credit hours.

Hence, adding the deficiencies in the marks, the inability to synchronize the brain to the hand and the tremendous credit hours, no wonder I did quite bad in this subject. But I believed that I had done my best in the exam paper but still, it does cost me the Dean’s List apart from Agricultural Engineering.

5. Secondary Crop Production

Result: B-

It is the almost-to-favourite subject in this semester because it is all about reading the notes and vomit it all over. Not to mention having it with Mr. Zayn as the lecturer does make me to do not sleep during his class; thanks to his thick American accent.

The reason I got a B- is because once again thanks to the test total marks which I only obtained half from it. One of the reason is because my bad habit of reading the notes not taking down the notes. As you well known, you tend to remember something if you write it down but I was quite lazy about that. Plus, revising the subject five hours before the test being given out; it was a stupid move indeed.

So, after looking to this things, I will try to do not study during the last minute even though I have a fracture ability of photographic memory.

6. Drama

Result: A

This is a co-curiculum subject which I didn’t take during Part-3 because the system slipped off the subject. Thanks to it, I only manage to take it during this semester, in Part-5!

This class is all about participation. If you participate more, you will have a bigger chance to have a higher marks. It is all it takes.

Not to mention that Encik Azizi, trainer for drama, have been asking a lot of favour from me and I think it does suites me to obtained an A for it. It does pay off frankly speaking.

There they are, my analysis of my latest result. Perhaps for you readers, you can gain and use some information that I have been given to you. At least it could give you the slightest idea on how to manage your time, ways and style to cope for your next semester subjects.

And try do no not forget to do your own analysis on the reason why your pointer is what it is so that you can have a clear view of what you should do next.

Next semester, beware of my present.

I’m not looking for us and neither should you

The stigma “It’s Black we’re talking about!” among girls is still not faded.

The perception of the Venusians is still attached to a certain degree which already being hardwired into their brain.

Quoting Yaya, “You are good as a friend but as a boyfriend……?”

*silent pause*

You see, it is not about on the basis that I am a player.

That’s a big NO NO.

This guy is not a player.

This guy is a man with options.

Let me break it down for you.

Here, I see much of the guys do commit themselves to one particular girl.

They spent their time together after class, going to the small town behind the campus and just sit together holding hands.

Yes, commitment is good. Girls love guys who commit themselves to them; exclusively to them.

But, please do be reminded that commitment could also kill you.

How?

You already commit yourself with what-so-called your future spouse-will-be and then the fate kick your ass at the right spot where it will hurt you the most.

Break-up.

Since she’s the only one in your mind; YOUR ONLY VERY OPTION; you will feel really depressed indeed. Wait, there’s more. Your mind will out of the main focus while you are here in the campus; to study and achieve the highest goal; but due to the break-up, your mind stranded somewhere between Goby and Sahara desert.

It is much more hurtful when you see her with another guy; even though they’re just friends but it will hurt you more badly.

The breaking point is when you face up your final paper, couldn’t answer it well and it affect your pointer badly.

Analogy done.

That is why I’m doing what I’m doing right now. By not letting me into those bad-effects-to-my-future.

One of the main reason I love to mingle around and make new friends is just to get to the main aim; have options and let it coming.

Although you and your options just friends but the main idea here is to let your brain know and realize that she’s not the only girl in your life. It is to open your mind to the real surroundings because after all the while, Mr. Commitment has closed the door of the guy’s brain to see the options because all in his mind is his girlfriend.

There’s choc full of beautiful girls out there and it may seem a bit hard on the first move but believe me; you will improve yourself on that.

May it sounds mean because it is like I’m using girls to cover up the hurtful-things-will-be but prevention is better than cure.

Now, here’s the bad part.

Since I have a lot of options, it gives a long-term effect towards me.

“Commitment” is almost no more in my mind.

It’s true because since I have a lot of options other than the girl whom I may date, the commitment towards the relationship has stay away and it stray quite far indeed.

When I date a girl, there’s some question would be play in my mind.

1. Do I have girl-friends who have the same or more looks than her?

2. Do I even bother to text her?

3. What is her advantage over the other?

4. What makes me will stick to her?

5. Can I find a girl like her around?

Note: Girls out there, you ought to text your boyfriend constantly so that in their head, it will say “OMG, I have a girlfriend” because guys tends to forgot they do have one.

Question (5) is the most important question of all because that the question determine my final answer either to stick around, to give my commitment or to make my dispersal move.

And let me tell you, the answer for Question (5) is really hard indeed due to the fact that almost all of the girls do have the similarities either in behavior, characteristics or even the level of looks.

I only manage to find FOUR girls whom answer Question (5) but let me just keep it to myself.

Hence, that is why my term for “commitment” is almost to none and that is why you have the perception of “Black is a contagious disease to the Venusians society”.

P/S: All the best for the final. May God be with us all.

A drop of blood could save a life

Last Saturday, there was a blood donation being done by the Nursing Diploma Club (NUSAS).

The registration has being made throughout the weekend at Youth Floor, hence I just signed my name in.

We have PPKP last Saturday but I manage to steal some of my time for this humble purposes. At least that is the thing that I can do in order to help other people in trouble.

Here’s some snapshot for you guys.

I actually want to the how the flow of the blood begin and let me tell you, it was awesome when you see your blood moves in those tubes.

And this is the place where the blood flow come first before it flows to the main blood collector.

Notice about the white clip where it prevent an early flow of the blood.

Finally, here’s my main blood collector which just half full during the second minute.

I waited nearly an hour and I finish up less than 5 minutes than I was started. Never mind, it’s all about saving someone’s life.

That all is matter.

Lucky Week for the social circle

Last week was the most memorable week ever that our circle has encountered. It was so good until I have to force myself to remember those lucky things.

1. Hairul “Hando” Hafiz & Sharifah Shazzea Wan Akil won the MPP election.

With the help of Facebook, anything can be possible! Both of them have set up their own Facebook Fan Page and ultimately conquered the UiTM Kota Samarahan for their own faculty with the majority votes.

As the MPP-elect, both of them will surely gives all of their best to fulfil the wants of the all students in UiTM Kota Samarahan in relation to strive them to success.

The choosing for the Majlis Tertinggi will be handle after Chinese New Year break since both of the MPP-elect who are also the members of the Engli sh Debate Unit will represent UiTM Sarawak in Borneo Cup this Thursday alongside with their team mates.

Good luck to us all.

2. Succeeding obtained Block 6

For FIVE semester in a row, ladies and gentlemen, yours truly has been in Block 6 again despite the pointer that he has. It has to come to a very good medical-purposes-excuse and bit o’ help from our beloved TPHEP himself.

Not to mentioned, Wan too succeed to get a room in Block 6 and the best thing is his all alone there! *mischief grinn*

3. Financial add-on to my account

The payment for blogging has finally banked in. A lot of thanks to Jacklyn Chew for giving her best effort to find the nearest bank and put in rest the money in my account.

Although it isn’t that much, but I really appreciate it. If there’s any more job to do, inform me yeah! LOL

4. Unexpectedly getting a discount at Sushi King

When I received the payments, I ask B.J, Redha and Wan to tag along to the Spring so that I could treat them that 3-For-RM10 Igloo ice balls.

Then we decided to enjoy some sushi at Sushi King outlet downstairs. When we want to pay it up, we’re gave 10% discount with the reason of “just-simply-give-you-guys-discount”. We was like “Oooookaayy” with that gloomy-look eyes.

5. B.J parked his car right in front of the Spring’s entrance

When we went to the Spring again last Saturday and searching for a parking space, we had five rounds at the carpark basement until there’s a car leaving that parking lot just right in front of the entrance.

To make things sounds luckier, B.J accidentally pressed the unlocked switch for the door and his car remain to be unlock until we get there 3 hours later having his car remain safe! Now, how good luck is that!

There’s even a picture to prove it!

6. The Debate Unit get it’s own room!

Finally, there’s a room especially for the Debate Unit and perhaps that room is going to be use to be the administration room for future use. The best part is that all of the debater will be eligible to have their own name card! Now, that’s cool.

7. Progress of the juniors getting much more better and better

Since I already came out with the outline of the debate; on what they have suppose to say for every different position; it looks like the junior debater can get the hang of it. We even the the consistent attendance from a group numbers of people and that is rarely happening for the past semesters. I hope it will continue to stay like that way.

For all of that thing, last week was the best week not just for me but also for the circle as well despite loads of stuff that we had to do. Furthermore, we will continuously retain  the pump but not until it can overflow.

Vote for The Best; Not Wannabe

Elections are coming.

Elections are here.

Hence, it is your responsibility ladies and gentlemen as well to you dear students to pick the MPP of your choice.

Today, The Black Label will give you a highlight on two candidates of his choice it depends on you peeps to make their dream come true.

First candidate, Hairul ‘Hando’ Hafiz.

As the oldest member of The Debate Club (TDC), do not be fool by his appearance due to the fact that he’s just a Part-2 student.

Nether less, the charisma of leadership is there within him. Guided by own own TDC De-Facto, Paul Racha, Hando is surely going to be a splendid leader for UiTM Sarawak.

He represented UiTM Sarawak in the Winter Vice Chancellor Cup 2009 last year and from my observation, Hando is a quick learner. Hw will whip someone’s ass even his opponent is just a mere junior.

Now, this is the type of candidate that we want to elect to be our leader, our Yang Di-Pertua (YDP) ladies and gentlemen. In his judgement, there will no be who is the junior and who is the senior as I know that he will use his own method to seek the victory that everybody keeping on searching for.

Second candidate in the line, Sharifah Shazzea ‘Yaya’ Wan Akil.

She’s the second youngest UiTM session December – April 2007/2009 intake. She enrolled when she was 17 years old.

Even I hate to admit it, other than Rika Astuti, she is among of the girls that I knew that is blessed for their natural beauty and as for my favourite part of all; brain.

Despite he naive and emotionless facial reaction, she is also one of the best candidate so far. As the current Dean’s List holder last semester, Yaya has the ability to taking less of her study, taking less of her work but at the same time she can absorb any type of educational materials in a short period.

With her tagline, “Masalah Anda, Tanggungjawab Saya” *LMAO*, she will surely try to entertain your problem and she definitely gives her best to solve the students problem.

Therefore peeps. It is all depend on you on who will you pick as your future MPPs because we want a strong-bullet-proof-to-the-administration iron ass people so that the MPP could bring their plan to improve the quality of the students to  a higher par.

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010

Yeah, I know that I haven’t updated this blog more than a month. As usual, I would give the blame to the activities that I have to endured along this while; doing the Cinderella house chores for example.

Reviewing back the year of 2009, there has been a lot that happened; either it’s good or bad, either it’s evil or justice; I have experienced all this things through out the year.

First, we talk about my academic achievement. For the first semester of the year, my pointer dropped tremendously until I barely survived for the new semester. When I look at it again and analyzed it, I realized that this matter came from Him to remind me to do not be so complacent and occupied with all the things which are not related and contribute to my academic scores and achievements.

When I finally opened my eyes on what I suppose to do and giving my priority on the first place, I finally achieved to what can I called “a safe stage” for my latest pointer. Well, I aim to get a higher pointer for my semester 5 since it will be my last chance to obtain a Dean’s List since I can’t attend the DL’s dinner when I get a DL during my last semester. Pray for me, will you?

Secondly, my love life is really on a stable side right now. We met during the Vice Chancellor Cup tournament in  Malacca and we hooked up on Christmas Day; on midnight to be exact. Ought to tell you that she knows my true nature so it’ll be easy on her to replied to people who says that I’m flirting with some other girl. Hope so.

Thirdly, in the term of social life and having fun throughout the previous year, I do make a lot of improvement. In the sense of internal ability and capability, I have gain a lot of new knowledge and new skills for me to use it in the future which I could say to you that it is quite handy and useful.

My new year resolution is quite simple and realistical. This is due because it is my final year in UiTM Sarawak and I would love to make activities which will make me feel proud and feel satisfy on the things that I’ll do.

Here’s my resolution:

1. Achieving Dean’s List for Semester 5 & 6.

2. Be less involve in an activity which could make me extremely really busy.

3. Getting my hands on the DSLR camera.

4. Travelling the beautiful Sarawak.

5. Being a volunteer in the Sarawak Rainforest Music Festival 2010.

6. Try to eat healthy by having Kara’s Vegetarian Week every month.

7. Putting up my body at its top-notch.

8. Be much more aggressive in the Venusian Arts.

Well, I do hope that I could achieve all this things in this year but it is all depends on myself either my stand is really firm or not. Temptation, temptation & temptation.

Keep aiming to the goal!!!!

Last Saturday, I promised my friends to played futsal together with them despite that I’m not good enough as a player. But hey, it does not hurt to play once in a while right?

So we play at the futsal court; Sport’s Planet; and apparently that place was swarming with loads of people who have the same intention with us. Luckily, one of my friend has booked one of the court three days earlier and all we need to do is just change our clothes and start to play baby!

I did mention that I’m not a good player so I was telling them that I just be for the defense. Since I’m in the team which consist of strong players, the ball were always at the opponent’s side. Because I am just waiting at the other side, hence I take out my earphone and start to listen to the radio trough my phone.

And there it is again! That song! And after weeks of searching, I know the name of the song. It is called “Through My Window”. I do not know which band sing this song though and they really make a good impact towards the song! I’ll lower my hat for you guys; although I’m not wearing one. LOL.

So I sing the song in my heads and with the lyric becomes more and more clearer, it makes me running to the other side of the court! Now I believe that song does really have its own soul because it tends to keep on pushing you to do something even it is almost impossible to do it.

That was happened to me. Still having the song in my ears, suddenly the ball being passed to me and I could see clearly that from my position, there is a clear view between the goalpost and me. Without thinking, just following my instinct that has been overtook by that blasting song, I kicked the ball and……

“GOOOOOOOOAAAAAAALLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!” were bursting out from my teammate’s mouth and I myself couldn’t even believe it! I actually make a and the only score for that day! Even the spectator that was just sitting now standing and jump of joy!!!!

After we finished our game, my friends now ask me if I am free for next week game. I was overwhelm and before I could think anything else, I said “Yes!”.

“Through My Window” does really have it own stuff and to the band whom sing this song, YOU GUYS ROCKS!!!!

By the way, there would be a road show held by Hitz.fm, Hot FM and XFM cruisers from 31^st October until 15^th November. By there, you could win some CDs. There would be booths being set up especially for you guys out there. Here is the schedule and the place it will be held.

31st October	Sunway Pyramid
1st November	Lot 10
7th November	KLCC
8th November	Subang Parade
14th November	The Curve
15th November	Pavillion

But remember guys, the venue is subject to change and yes, especially for us youth, it will be held at various malls and college. Hence, keep up for the event guys! Plus, don’t forget to go to www.facebook.com/everyoneconnects and add up John Connects to get more details!

Song searching

I was getting into a really rough week. With the pile loads of assignments, the problem with the social life sure makes my mind a bit tangled. It just I want to get out from these situation just by running away.

The habit of mine to listen to the radio, Hitz.fm usually, to listen to the songs before I went to sleep does really help me quite well.

But, there is one song when I heard it being aired in the radio does boost up my energized me up. It is really motivational indeed.

The song tells me on how I should push myself hard to face the challenge because despite what-so-ever type of problems and difficulty that I face, I’m not alone because there are people that have same situation as mine and they just take the risk to jump to the cold pool.

If they could even do it, why not me? Suddenly, I remember a quote from a great friend of mine; I rather think he is my life guru; “Trouble happens….”. Even you want to live your life without any problems or any difficulties, it will come itself to you.

The only thing and option that you can do is just JUMP INTO THE COLD POOL! You will eventually have the experience if it’s happening again to you in the future. At least you are prepared for it.

A line of the lyrics of the song “…..I thought I can do everything…” does really make me think the nature of humans to be quite greedy. They think they are born with know-it-all-knowledge and skills. Thus in the end, they will end up having a pile of problems that they need to sort because they are afraid to share that thing with others.

That song is really good indeed because it will made someone’s day. Well, it did to me myself. Hence, I have the task to found out what song is it? Guys help me out here would you?

Near & Close

 

I do love my life. One of them is because that I’m being surrounded by great people, despite their background, histories and cultures.

You may seek to know a famous person but I must remind you that in front of you, there are the unsung great people.

You may not know on what they did behind your back; in a good way; because you are busy lurking on somebody’s else life. That is unforgivable.

Hence, think what I said and look near. You may missed them but by the time that you realize it, it is already too late.

Raya Syawal: Sixth Day

I was led myself to a minor incident.

When I was waiting for my brother downhill, somehow there’s the tendency in me to play with the motorbike.

SO I PRESSED IT AND IT

LED TO……

I bump the motorbike to the white in colour wood and to know the impact effect, just observe the yellow in colour plastic bottle.

What it did to the bike?

 

THIS! 

 

Still haven’t get the real picture?

Let me gave you a picture from different angle.

Get what I mean?

And I end up finishing giving my brother RM70 of my duit raya to him to fix that things.

Yes, although he maintain his cool but inside he does went berserk.

And do what does it cost me?

THIS! 

 

Small cut and bruises to my legs than the cost of RM70.

It’s like what a Malay quotation alway said,

 

“PADAN MUKA!”

Make a move

Personally, I think we do have an attraction but due to current condition that we are facing right now really change our way to foresee our next move.

Whatever it is, I’ll try to settle this thing once and for all before it become too late; right now I felt quite “there’s-stuff-that-seems-not-right”. One of us has disappear somewhere with one of the element factor of the decision making situation.

Hope not.

Currently, why heart sing this song.

Taylor Swift – You Belong With Me

You're on the phone
With your girlfriend, she's upset
She’s going off about
Something that you said
But she doesn't
Get your humor like I do

I'm in my room,
It's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listen to the kind of
Music she doesn't like
And she'll never
know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts,
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I`m on the bleachers
Dreaming 'bout the day
When you wake up and find
That what you`re looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see that
I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along
so why can't you see
You belong with me,
you belong with me

Walk in the streets
With you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking
This is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench,
Thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy

And you've got a smile
That could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while
Since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better than that
Hey whatcha doing
With a girl like that?

She wears high heels,
I wear sneakers,
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming 'bout the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see that
I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by and
Waiting at your back door
All this time
How could you not know baby?
You belong with me,
You belong with me

Oh, I remember you drivin' to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh,
When you know you're 'bout to cry
I know your favorite songs
And you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong,
think I know it's with me

Can't you see that
I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along,
So why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by
And waiting at your back door
All this time
How could you not know Baby?
You belong with me,
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Ramadhan : The strange feeling

 

One thing that I like about fasting months is that I could go home everyday despite my really busy life in the campus.

Luckily, I always have somebody to fetch me up from campus to return back home. I mean, Ramadhan a.k.a the fasting month is the most matter moment for me because it is the only actual time that our family gather around to eat together.

Plus, the best thing about Ramadhan is the activity which is being held after terawih which is the tadarus. It is where a group of people would gather around to recite Al-Quran until they finish recite all of it during the fasting month.

As for myself, I always attend the activity every time the fasting month shows itself. You could say it is my must-activity annually.

At my place, most of the reciters are kids and children. I mean, despite their busy life in school; being burden with homework, assignments and tuition, they still spend some time to recite the holy Al-Quran at night. Well, basically most of them just do not know what to do at night and some of them just come to meet their friends. Well, you get what I mean, kids.

Personally, since I already khatam the holy Al-Quran about 21 times (chewah!), I still need to move myself forward. Not to mention to seek the bless during Ramadhan itself. Even though I will khatam with 22 times, I’m still do not satisfy with it.

The only correct terms for it;

NIKMAT RAMADHAN

Yes, I read For-Women-Magazine

Just downloaded it this morning.

Read it. Enjoy it.

and not forget to….

Surf it.

Especially for guys out there who do not have the guts to read women magazine; either it’s in a library or bookstore; going to the website would not lower your self-esteem and pride.

True 1Malaysia

This what I called ladies

and gentlemen; a true

1Malaysia playing

 scrabbles together.

 

Could you follow them please?