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Secret Keeper

One of the biggest responsibility a normal being could care is trust; and it can be much more intimate when it is about secret that anyone should not know.

As a secret keeper, you have to keep on being conscious from every words that you utter up to the words which currently lingering in your mind. Once it is slip, there no turning back and the only thing that you can do is pray that the information would not be viral; or worse, affecting those person whom you protect with the secrets.

Friendship would be in jeopardize, lovers parted and broken families would emerge from the situation that you did not intend to happen on the first place; such being a Secret Keeper will face this risk.

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Lines of Regret

Once everything was extremely fine because you do things in order and ethical. Then, a little sense of trigger tricked you to act out of the system that causes a great damage.

Cheating is the last thing a loyal partner would expect but since a person would never satisfied upon what they have, they would do it anyway. Once they being caught, they would pray and hope that there will be a time machine so that they could alter the situation from happening.

Backstabbing always happen. Interestingly, the last person that you will think doing so will be the first one who would do it. Nothing much from facing the person asking for the truth upon the reason why they would betray you; as they would walk to the corner of the room and being silence.

There would be a lot of things that can makes you to turn the time back to when it begins but for time, it is their loss since it would never come back.

Your current action would determine the past and future.

Contact lens? What contact lens? What is contact lens?

Indeed I’m wearing contact lens since yesterday. But to tell you the truth, I was quite nervous when I want to put it on. So nervous until it buy my time of 30 minutes.
Same thing happened today too.
I bought it last Saturday and the promoter of the store kept on giving pressure on me to learn-on-how-to-wear-it ASAP so that I would leave the store while their faces are broad in smiles.
It cost me around RM50; RM51 to be exact.
What type of lens that I chose?
It’s this one.

The colour?
It’s this one.

Pure Hazel

Sorry to disappoint you but that eye is not mine. Maybe I’ll put it up on later.
Hell no that I would wear this at home. My parents really emphasize to all the family members; NO CONTACT LENS!
Once my SPM leaver brother once caught for possessing it, my mother went freak out mad and there was lecture on eyes health by her for about 2 hours.
I bought this secretly behind their back and I only wear and take it off in the campus ground.
What if I’m being caught?
It is where my parents start to read my blog.
Pray for me please.

Attention to All Part – 1

And yes, this is a very firm note. It has been being approved by our beloved dear TPHEP, Associate Professor Dr. Wan Akil Tuanku Abdullah himself.

Hence, this gathering is a MUST to all of you.

Raya Syawal: Sixth Day

I was led myself to a minor incident.

When I was waiting for my brother downhill, somehow there’s the tendency in me to play with the motorbike.

SO I PRESSED IT AND IT

LED TO……

I bump the motorbike to the white in colour wood and to know the impact effect, just observe the yellow in colour plastic bottle.

What it did to the bike?

 

THIS! 

 

Still haven’t get the real picture?

Let me gave you a picture from different angle.

Get what I mean?

And I end up finishing giving my brother RM70 of my duit raya to him to fix that things.

Yes, although he maintain his cool but inside he does went berserk.

And do what does it cost me?

THIS! 

 

Small cut and bruises to my legs than the cost of RM70.

It’s like what a Malay quotation alway said,

 

“PADAN MUKA!”

They are what is you

Friends are important. There are friends to hang-out, for group studying even there is friends for watching football together.

But the thing that I want to highlight here is the people whom you are mingle with.

Without you realizing it, the will reflect on what you will become. Either it will affect your attitude, characteristic or even your future path.

Thank God, through the entire journey of my life I’ve been stumbled upon people who really made me what I am today.

I was just an ordinary boy, thinking immaturely and always gave childish act or answer. You will feel astonish on how this bunch of people taught me the meaning of life; from my taste of music, food, place, ideology etc.

Unfortunately, not all of us as lucky as I am. Loads of them ended up with a bunch of bastards who only know the meaning of”LET’S ENJOY AND HAVE FUN 24/7” without thinking the consequences and the effect to their friends.

They taught you something which is really bad indeed without teaching you the good substance to make it balance; at least mine did.

It is really sad indeed seeing somebody that you really care so much change and it keep on changing themselves in the name of “Because they’re my friends.”.

Perhaps these bunch of people just sees you as a ticket to a goldmine or even a back stage package. Let see if you have those thing at the first place; would they actually want to approach you at the beginning?

Yet, lot of people when they meet up with new friends they tend to leave the old ones even without realizing them doing it. Giving an excuses such as “I need to care about my new friends feeling too…” isn’t acceptable especially when the old friends knew you way more longer than the new “ones”.

Hence, sometimes we must be aware of these matter because by choosing your social circle, it is either you end up JUST LIKE THEM or realizing it before it’s too late.

People are dying

In Kuching, it has been estimated that the population is around 650 000 people and by the year of 2020, it will increase tremendously to a figure of 1.6 million people.

As the number of the population rapidly increases, yet the number of government hospital in Kuching is only one which is Hospital Umum Sarawak (Sarawak General Hospital) or so to be called HUS. By the fact of people getting sick everyday in by assume that is only 1% of the city population; the exact figure of 6 500 citizens; the hospital wouldn’t have the ability to occupy that massive number of patients at a time.

The recent expose by the hospital itself that it has only 800 beds does not help the citizens in the sense of health welfare. Therefore, there is an urge by the Sarawak government to have another general hospital in Kuching. Funny thing is that it is only being considered after the visit of the sixth (and perhaps the last Prime Minister from UMNO a.k.a Barisan Nasional) PM last two weeks ago.

Notice that the budget that has been present last year is what Tun Abdullah Ahmad Badawi called the “Concern Budget” but in the budget there is no what so ever fund for the Sarawak government to build a new general hospital in Kuching.

Where as you take into account that the size of Sarawak is almost as large as the peninsular yet the numbers of hospitals aren’t that much as theirs. People need treatment everyday and sometimes they need a quick treatment which the cause of the disease or injury could be fatal.

Someone might say that there are number of hospitals in Kuching and I truly agree with them except from one thing; THEY ARE PRIVATE HOSPITALS YOU FUCKING IDIOT!!!; and not many people from that 5% could earn themselves treatment from that kind of hospital, right? So what the use of the citizens to pay up taxes every year?

It is true that the Deputy Chief of Sarawak, Tan Sri George Chan said that the government would use the hospital-still-on-progress (forgot the name, pardon me) located in Kota Samarahan to be the second hospital because to build up a new hospital would take time, there is no budget for the new general hospital and it is already up to shape to be facilitate but the thing is the what-so-called-new-hospital only can accommodate 160 beds including the wards and the ICU.

I have to say that it is not FREAKING ENOUGH TO ACCUPY THE NUMBER OF FUTURE PATIENTS plus the hospital will be under renovation for extending the wards, rooms and beds. Does the patients are in need to hear the sound of construction where as they need plenty of rest and sleep? The answer is, surely not. Hence, there is no suitable solution for this problem either than build a new hospital. If the Four Point (a hotel in Kuching) and The Spring plus Boulevard (both are shopping complexes) could being build in a year; why not for that freaking new hospitals?

By time, this thing would gradually endure itself to the highest stake when the Sarawak general election almost meets itself to the meeting point. Taking the point of health welfare and the lack of enthusiasm of the federal government to wrap this issue, it would be a good turn away point for the opposition party to influence people. I mean, with the massive influenza epidemic around the globe, people would love to take the option of “I give you number hospitals and you will be treated” or by the excuse of the federal government “Wait until the presentation of the 2010 budget in the parliament and by the we put the number of fund to be included for health welfare to Sarawak” which I could say it going to be late by then.

Eye Twitching

Since Wednesday my lower left eye kept on twitching. I do have this back in the year 2007 and now it has return.

Old folks says that if our lower left eyelid keep on twitching, that means that we will cry and if the left eye end twitching, you will go through a bit of hardness.

Since I've been in a total-messed-up-trouble, I've been wanted to believe this superstitious believes; due to the fact what it has been state happened to me in 2007.

But then, there must be a scientific reason on why this symptom occur. Then, I found this:-

Eyelid movement = Myokymia

"Myokymia is; according to doctors;

A common condition where a few of the muscle fibers of the upper — or more commonly the lower — eyelid contract irregularly.
Myokymia is closely associated with stress, fatigue, lack of sleep and too much caffeine.

Treatment: Reduce your stress, get more sleep, nix the coffee, eat more bananas and B-complex pills. Throw in a couple of sugar pills for good measure. Save the cerebrospinal fluid exam for emergencies."

Credit to:- Mama Aina

So there you are. The scientific reason on why my left eye keep on twitching. Yes, I admit I do have a total-thick-gaban-level of stress, lack of sleep and I kept on drinking Nescafe' mild (the yellow sachet) until I stopped three nights ago.

With the exam papers fooling around (you can see me exam schedule on the right), it does really tense me up to a hiking mountain if I could metaphor it.

Thanks to my dear Baby (she really help me a lot in the case of reducing my stress), I'm not as stress at the previuos day but only when I have a quick glimpse of think about my stress issue, my heart will pound like crazy. God, I need to calm myself real quickly.

P/S: Even when I type this post, my left eye keep on twitching like crazy. And I miss my home...

Awareness...

What I'm going to say does not judge to all girls. Only 7 percent of them.

To the 7 percent group of girls, please do be aware of your body scent and your mouth breath. Maybe you will not realize it but you do have those problems.

So please, take care of yourself before you approach any guy on the streets because just by those two factors; even you do have a sweet, cute and beautiful face; guys will turn off.

Let me repeat it again, TURN OFF.

Hence, be aware.

P/S: Who says only guys that have to take care of themselves?